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16th-Jul-2009 10:22 am - Peace...
sad happy!
Kian
Mawi

Kian jauh
Kian hilang
Kasih antara kita

Nampak tenang
Pada zahirnya
Tapi batin terseksa

Yang terguris tak nampak dimata
Yang terhiris terluka
Sesekali terbit air mata
Tahan sebak didada

Ke manakah nak dibawa
Resah kian melanda

Di manakah hendak ku khabar
Pilu di dalam dada

Bila kasih di hujungnya nyawa
Rasa ingin dimanja
Perasaan pun kian tersentuh
Bila rindu ini berlabuh

Apakah yang dikejar dalam hidupmu
Berkali ku kata padamu
Kita singgah di dunia yang sementara
Penuh tipu daya

Yang kekal
Disana
Biarlah... kita bersama

Usahlah
Hanyut terus terlena
Kerana dunia

Pada aku masih ada
Kasih belum terhakis
Sebenarnya..sudah lama
Ku sungguh berkecil hati




 
Translations and release... )
14th-Jul-2009 11:49 pm - Let It All Go...
Foresty Heart
Maha pengasih dan penyanyang, aku pasrah padamu.

Kebahagiaan yang dicari... )
14th-Jul-2009 04:47 pm - Cos Review
Skullcross Kitty
I can't remember what I did yesterday in the afternoon. Ask me what I did, what I ate, I can't recall. Gosh, it seems that I have lapses in memory these days. Where have my life went? O_o

No idea! )






14th-Jul-2009 02:32 am - Poetic Sadness
Shut Up.
Goodbye

A sweet tongue, an airy kiss
For years, I thought I was missed.
Believed I did, believed so well
But you were never one to tell

That I am not the only one
Who can make you come undone
Yet now the truth is all out
What are you going to do about?

I am all kind, I shall let go
And your heart will not ache so
To watch you smile without a lie
Maybe it's time to say... goodbye.
                                                                 
                                                        ~ Calyx
 



Hahas, looks like I'm only wordily artistic inclined when I'm down in the pits. Came up with this in 5 mins flat! XD



*yawns*



What's done is done. =)
Life goes on.
I'll talk about Cosfest & stuff later on! =D


Sleepy time! Oyasumi~!







14th-Jul-2009 02:11 am - Clarity.
Cracked Heart
The Letter
Hoobastank

Meet me there at midnight, same place we always go
You're absolutely sure he doesn't know
Those words jump off the letter that I found behind our bed
Haunting me they echo in my head, in my head

It's too late to try and work it out
There's no way to turn this thing around
It's all there in the letter that I've found
I've memorized it line for line
Too bad that letter isn't mine, no

When can I then see you, I've been counting down the days
I promise you our secret will be safe
No, I just can't continue reading through my tears
The beating of the letter is so clear, so clear

It's too late to try and work it out
There's no way to turn this thing around
It's all there in the letter that I've found
I've memorized it line for line
Too bad that letter isn't mine

You wanted me to find it, never tried to hide it
Running never fades those words are here to stay
I hope you find this letter I'm writing you today
These will be the last words that I say

It's too late to try and work it out
There's no way to turn this thing around
It's all here in this letter that you've found

It's too late to try and work it out
There's no way to turn this thing around
It's all here in this letter that you've found
So memorized it line for line
I won't be there to say goodbye







It's all too clear. I don't want to be sad, but it's all too clear.





11th-Jul-2009 04:44 am - COSFEST NOW!!
It's Only Me.
I don't know what is making me so weak, barely eating yesterday (& today), not sleeping since last morning, or the total of 4 hours of nonstop tears while sewing & ironing & packing up. Every action I make now is so... slow...

Ah well, forget about that! Am gonna camp out at the beach today & SLEEP! WOO! UNTIL COSFEST at 2pm!!! Yes it's TODAY & TOMORROW!!! YESSSSS!!!!!!!!

Am gonna meet old friends & make new friends, so am so psyched about all of that WOOO!
I won't be back till tomorrow night though, 'cos am staying at the cosplayers' chalet Spidey booked, but WILL BE BACK!! You'll see zee costumes & loads & loads of pics & probably videos too!


JAAAAA!!!! *waves-ness*
10th-Jul-2009 12:22 am - WEEness!
Cutey Bakery
I'm WEEE! Veryvery wee!I know, my fave word is WEE now! X3

Anorexic? Moi? )

9th-Jul-2009 12:32 am - I'm GONE!
It's Only Me.


WOOO! Gut feeling over for a tad & am WEE!. Thanks for the boaty ride today, guys. Cheered me up loads! =D


Okay, Kelvin is making me laugh nows. Wii ish tawkin lyk tis awn MSN for de kickas. XD


GAWD am so sleeeepy! For the first time in ages so early! YEY! & good time too 'cos am going out with Aim & Spidey & Ashley to go watch Ice Age 3! I don't know Ashley, but it's a great time to make new friends! Kelvin was supposed to go stocking shopping with moi but he ends up having school later on so we're having dinner together instead, so it's all aye! Doesn't stop me from looking for what I need!

I'm like so pumped up to do things today because I woke up going:
No one can ruin my life except ME. & I'm not going to let ME ruin MY LIFE either! EVER!!


Been humming to this which had made me =D the whole day!


When I'm Gone

Simple Plan


We're doing it.

I look around me,
But all I seem to see,
Is people going no where,
Expecting sympathy.


It's like we're going through the motions,
Of a scripted destiny.
Tell me where's our inspiration,
If life wont wait,
I guess it's up to me.


[Chorus:]
Woah!
No, we're not gonna waste another moment in this town.
Woah!
And we won't come back your world is calling out.
Woah!
We'll leave the past in the past,
Gonna find the future.
If misery loves company well,
So long, you'll miss me when I'm gone.

Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.

Ooh, ooh, ooh.

Procrastination, running circles in my head.
While you sit there contemplating,
You wound up left for dead (left for dead)
Life is what happens while you're busy making your excuses.

Another day, another casualty.
And that won't happen to me.

Woah!
No, we're not gonna waste another moment in this town.
Woah!
And we won't come back your world is calling out.
Woah!
We'll leave the past in the past,
Gonna find the future.
If misery loves company well,
So long, you'll miss me when I'm gone.


Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
When I'm gone-

Let's go!

Won't look back,
When I say goodbye.
I'm gonna leave this a hole behind me,
Gonna take what's mine tonight.
Because every wasted day becomes a wasted chance.
You're gonna wake up feeling sorry,
Because life wont wait,
I guess it's up to you.


Woah!
No, we're not gonna waste another moment in this town.

Woah!
And we won't come back your world is calling out.
Woah!
We'll leave the past in the past,
Gonna find the future.

If misery loves company well,
So long, you'll miss me when I'm gone.



Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.













Yep, my life totally happens while you're sitting there making excuses for yourself and lies for others! ^_^




 


Hmm... I seem to have cut the base of my thumb with something sharp & thin. Wonder what it was! @_@




7th-Jul-2009 10:23 pm - </3
Foresty Heart
I feel like gutting myself. Carving my heart out & stabbing my gut to pieces so I can live my life proper without the emotional queasiness . Or better yet, hibernate me for 2 weeks, let me sleep, freezing the ache till it's time to face it...
I wish it was possible.

I hate it when I'm in this predicament. It's unfair. What wrong have I done to deserve all this? Tell me!



& Twinnie, don't worry, I'm not going to go to the path of stupid & kill myself. That's so weak! It's just a matter of a episode that would be solved soon and everything will go back to normal. You sound so worried when you called just now it's hilarious hun! X3
Thanks for caring. <3


Good news, I've been invited to be on a magazine cover. Another good news, I don't think I'll accept it. It looks fishy.
& another good news, I love all my friends for being there for me. Thank you, all of you.
*huuuuuugggggs*
=)
7th-Jul-2009 03:25 pm - Your Love Is A Lie
Heart Break
I'm so fucked up now.
Gawd, 3 hours in front of the laptop screen & all I did was cry twice while trying to stuff my face with my skull jacket so the people on the other side of the partition in this school library won't hear me. I'm supposed to be studying for my Arts Marketing test coming up in 30 mins time, but even though my gut is not twisted as before, I've lost all mood to do anything. Ah damn it.

All I'm asking is why. The question.
Why?
Why did you do this?
Why do you have to hide?
Why make me suffer?
Why prolong it?
Why lie?
Why?

What do you fear?
What do you want?
Tell me.
I want to know.

I wish I can save you.
But you brought this upon yourself.
I cannot help you as much as I want to.
Because you hurt me.
You hurt us.

You lied.




Your Love Is A Lie

I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone


I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool


You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)

You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean

How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he fucks you?
Could you be more obscene?

So dont try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.


You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know,
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You're nothing but a lie

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want

But I know, I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
I know
you're nothing but a lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie

Your love is just a lie









Damn I'm so screwed. Don't wish me luck, I'm off to epic failure.

 


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